Tired...

I am so exhausted... Studied, but don't think anything got into my head. Around 5 i was FREE, so i went to shoot some balls. Went to the court, full of people>.<, wait and wait and finally start playing a match with not so good people, so no kick. Then after that those ah bengs kept suaning me, then they wanna play 1 on 1, waaa they never put in 100% i still struggle to play with them. Never mind was quite fun. Came home whole body tired ler i did PT, my whole body aches after yesterdays one shot 200 supermans and Squats, so this is the current updat on my holiday PT

1200 Pushups
290
1000 Inclines
0
500 Supermans
270
1200 Squats
270
500 Lunges
0
500 Burpees
100

Holiday PT Menu

1200 Pushups
(165)
1000 Inclines
(0)
500 Supermans
(200)
1200 Squats
(200)
500 Lunges
(0)
500 Burpees
(50)

Yea man! i found a soccer ball =.=, wee~~. lucky me lucky me. Went to help out at p6 trials, boring... i thought we could have joined in for scrimage but no T.T haha, never mind we had scrimage with muscleman and his friend, did some hook shot and it went in lol, it was a luck one^^. I am starving, then went to this crazy kopitiam that sells food for $1 for every stuff added so its like $3 bucks for so little, so i opted for 5 eggs ;) went to novena square, and guess what? I FINALLY SAW SS2G IN THE FACTORY OUTLET, YES!! i have been waiting sooo long for this, when its 50% off im gonna get it ^^ yay cant wait!!

Hey today, i was greeted by LOADS of clothes when i went home^^, my dad brought lots n lots of clothes^^. Its good to have a dad that is a garment technician^^. Well, talking to one of my friends, and then she is like, "dan brown is not crapping", and she is a christian to add on to that. I'm quite upset with the fact that not many people understand the whole picture.People with only half of the story, think it's the complete story, sian, i wish my church could organise that thing again and i'll ask loads and loads of people to come if i can. Well, I'll just pray that my brothers and sisters in christ don't get influenced by brown, and stay with God.

Wherever You Will Go

For Your Information These Are The Lyrics For The Song On My Blog

Wherever You Will Go

The Calling

So lately, been wondering

Who will be there to take my place

When I'm gone, you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face

If a great wave shall fall It'll fall upon us all

And between the sand and stone

Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out The way to make it back someday

To watch you, to guide you Through the darkest of your days

If a great wave shall fall It'll fall upon us all

Well I hope there's someone out there Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart

Runaway with my hope

Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how My life and love might still go on

In your heart and your mind I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time

I'll go wherever you will go

If I could make you mine

I'll go wherever you will go

I'll go wherever you will go

I Really Wonder...

I did some shooting and one on one today. Shooting was okay, but one on one was not very pleseant. I lost to Teo Hong and barely beat Si Yuan, but the point here i am trying to state is not that i lost or won, is the proccess of the lost or victory. I want to win, in everything. I don't want to lose. Since i was a kid, i always wanted to win, but i could not handle failure well, i would always break down. I could not finish my underbaskets well, i have no idea why. I need to improve some more. I'm not the best player on the team, i'm not the pillars that hold the team, i'm nothing important in the team. I'm being pessimistic... but it's just difficult to look on the bright side. I want something that is near impossible for me to accomplish, but yet i cling on to that hope of accomplishing it. I really wonder, if i do not make the team, what would happen? i don't have an answer to that, ever since secondary 1 its been the same question, frankly i never found any joy in training unless i have performed well. My coach once asked me, if i would choose to receive a jersey that i did not earn or work hard but fail. I don't want a jersey i did not earn, i don't feel pride wearing it, but i don't want to fail too. I just made a team count 4 sec 2s ( made team last year ), 3 dsa, brandon yap, ryan chin, daniel, joseph. There is only one place left in the team, so many people fighting for it. Even now, i know my coach believes brandon has surprassed me, maybe its a wrong judgement on my part, but i just think so. What use am i left? Brandon is a sec 1, i'm a sec 2. He would obviously get priority. I hate worrying, but i just can't stop myself, I want that team place so badly...

Da Vinci's Code

O.o today was a special event for my church, we were learning about the crap dan brown wrote in his book. I mean, i read parts of it, its so anti-christ. What's his problem? Plus he states fake facts, what is up with the world producing such a movie, i mean Jesus had a wife? and how did smart brown derieve it, cause in the picture of the Lord's supper he was holding "her" hand. Then if we compare the picture of john the baptist whom looked like a woman, it is obvious that that picture depicted a man not a woman. Lame brown. Then he said what people are forced to have sex to see God, and they try to cover up saying that its sinful. I mean HELLO? You don't need to do that, dan brown is one lame writer. He has nothing better to do than to write crap, and publish it. Personally i found it very offensive.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A11DzEa9hvo
Sorry gave the wrong link, this one should work

This Music Video Rocks My Shox, The song rocks too yea^^

Hmm, found this picture of me when i was younger. Tennis racket =.=" if only had a basketball

Looking Back...

I had too much free time today, so i found myself looking at my friends profiles on friendster. I came across this girl's profile, i felt a strong urge to read it, why? Cause i was once in a relationship with her. I read her profile what had used to be my name had been changed to some other guy's. The date stated 08, that means the day they became stead? 99.9% correct guess. And thats only a few days after i got dumped, so i infer that i got dumped cause she fell for another boy. Okay, i find myself real stupid? Yes, i mean she had like so many boyfriends before me, all did not last, it surely was not only those boys' fault. Well, dumb me, wasted my time. It was my first time in a relationship and i got dumped, I GOT DUMPED. Haha, yea yea. See i have learnt a very hard lesson, NEVER EVER GO AFTER NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL GIRLS, well you know why? Cause I believe they are fickle minded, personal opinion only. See, she told me she loved me like only after three weeks together? Okay, thats reason number one, the reckless usage of strong words. Reason number two, they are surrounded by boys, and if your not in the same school as them, you would surely lose them. YOU THINK THEY CAN REMAIN FAITHFUL? No no, haha i sound like some loser, but whatever. Reason number three, after break up they don't even talk to you as a friend. Ok maybe this is not a so strong reason, but once in awhile i try to talk, i get ignored LOL, thus making me look once again like an idiot. So what a bad start huh. First time, dumped, and wasted my $$ lol, ok ignore the money stuff though it does hurt a little >.<>

Had My match against Nan Chiau yesterday. We beat them, but did not crush them. Well, I started off that day quite badly. Slept at 3 the previous night, lay in bed from 10-3 finally slept. Sick, tired and listless, I was worrying all day about that match. We started off the game well, I thought it was the best, but soon deteriorated. I got in and had a rather bad start, did not catch any rebounds got blocked once. Uhh, ok i don't feel like talking about the match already. Let's talk about today. I suddenly had a rekindled interest in my guitar, after seeing some cool video on You Tube, I was encouraged to pick up my guitar. Trying to pick up joyful, joyful we adore thee from Wai Kit, some song that seemed easy to play, but now i'm struggling with it. Well, i think my church is going to hold some guitar lessons during june, i'll go if my sis doesn't get me my guitar teacher. Fong guai lan me today AGAIN, heck him. Well got alot to say but just don't feel like typing out. Hmm, Can't find any pictures to post?

Man, that 7-7 shoot really sucked the life out of me, i spent like 6 hours doing nothing... It ended like around 7.20 so it was too late to go to school, so I SKIP! yays. Go home eat sleep till 2.30. woke up go for training. Watched some attacking the zone defense video lols. Very interesting. Sng yi is captain wee~~ lawls and teo hong is quartermaster hahhahaha. All hail King Sng Yi and Queen Teo Hong. PT was crazy, it was totally crazy, running around junior block floor by floor followed by pushups and berpies are crazy. Finished went home and found myself rather sick >.<, went to sleep at 9 woke up at 6.30 and head was still aching. School the next day was boring, started off with chor lesson haha. Had an RE lecture and Hoon Hoon was giving lecture i was GGM, then evil she keep suaning eng han, hais so evil of her... Worst thing is i'm abit sickk, hope can get well enough to play against nan chiau tomorrow.

A Not So Great Day

Ok... I take back my words, today was quite a not so great day as expected... Woke up and found i could not spike my hair, DESPITE STRAIHTENING IT and it was DRY LIKE crazy. So i went for tuition and went for tuition and then played some DotA, owned with 19 kills and 0 deaths. But not that fun cause was too easy lol. Then i went for the old boys basketball training, it was blazing hot, so vain me applied sun block, than when i started, the sky became dark then it rained... What the crap, boring... then waited in the shelter. Soon it stopped raining and we cleared the court and played 3 on 3 against my coach, only scored a few baskets, quite pissed with my performmance though im always pissed off with it for no reason. It was quite a short game, then we were shoved aside and we were left on our own. So i just did my hooks and drop step craps. After awhile coach came and made me do the post 1 on 1 drill thingy with him, was abit bad, i kept forcing a baseline spin so i could hook but i guess it was a wrong choice. I learnt a bad weakness about myself... I don't jump when i finish, just lean in... Very very bad weakness. Then i did some flashing to mid range and took some shots and drives. Huffing and puffing, i did free throws scoring only 4/10 for both sets, which i believe greatly dissapointed my coach... I haven't even prepared my form, but never mind i could not undo what i did. He left after my drills and i shot my own free throws scoring 7/10 for my first set, i missed 3 so i forced my self to do skips up and down the court three times, that makes it 6 lengths of the court. So i was panting like crazy again, and shot another 10 this time only scoring 5 so i did 5 sets of skips. Then i did my last set of free throws scoring 6/10, forced myself to do 4 sets of skips. Still i did not achieve an 8/10. Rather dissapointed, my shooting is quite good just did not hit them. Well tomorrow got to sleep till like 11, then go for church then go for my 7pm-7am advert shoot. No time to train myself. I still got philosophy to do, which takes forever to do. Noo Time... So i guess today is not such a great day as expected =.=. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day... Very Busy

A Day Of Rejoicing!

Today IS ROCKER DAY!!! WEE~~~~, Zheng Feng and Simon accepted christ, that means i have more frens going to church ^^ YAY!!! no need to only face an zhen lerr wee~~ hallelujah!! lol, Danny scolded me for sending him some chain sms about God >.< lol. Nvm its too great a day today. I went to straighten my hair, yes a boy straighten hair. It sounds gay but who cares. now its straighter and i can shake my head up n down with my bouncy hair ^^ yea! I am so in love with myself. Though the straightening was a very very painful one. They applied some stinking cream on my head, for 1 hour then i washed my hair then applied soem neutraliser for another one hour. So boring... should have brought something to entertain me. Went home to a very odd dinner. My maid whipped up some rendang which tasted odd, and i had some very odd looking corn soup on my menu. But still I LOVE MY HAIR!!! I'm finally gonna spike it high high tomorrow, and tomorrow should be a great day too^^ i'll touch on it tomorrow haha

I just woke up from my nap lol, and it's raining so i guess i'll blog. I was not really a popular dude in primary school, i did not have many friends, friends as in true friends but through basketball, i have found a set of invaluable friends. Or at least i treat them as such. I shall first talk about my batch mates, cause we spent more time together. Si Yuan, Teo Hong, Wee Kuang and Sng Yi. Si Yuan, the sometimes crazy retarded freak, yet sometimes serious guy. Man he craps crap, i mean his crap is so crappy its laughable, always gives me lifts home after training ^^, yet sometimes pisses me off with his overly seriousness lol. Teo Hong, the quiet pushover, man he is sooo easily bullied lol, a fun guy to be with, very intellectual jokes, and of course the best in the world basketballer lol. Wee Kuang, the black man which i can't see at night :). Haha he is just too tan, lol i guess he is the only one whom i can empathise with and vice versa. Both of us are quite in the same plight, so haha i can talk to him about my basketball problems sometimes. Sng Yi, the quiet brother, he doesn't talk much but is quite a good brother? Guess cause he has like three lil brothers, teaches us stuff, and the only one who can question our coach's instructions (In a positive way). Next is my senior and brother in christ ^^ An Zhen. Haha annoying punk, i see him at church every sunday. Exceptional shooter, haha he is never serious, maybe rarely, only when he is tired. When he is normal, he is truly one of the most annoying people on the surface of this earth haha. Well these people are very special to me, in fact i believe i have positively changed alot because of them. I still got other friends but just not that close ^^, maybe i would touch on Danny too, though i don't really hang out with him other than training. My inspiration comes from him, thats why 10 rocks, a unique crapper, never heard any vulgarities from him, a faithful servant of God. Well these people are cool and rock wee~~


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One Foot In A Hot Pile Of Shit

I missed 4 underbaskets straight in a row last training, despite rebounding them. Still the point was missing 4 of them in one straight row... Coach would have been very pissed with me, and i guess that would send my playing time plunging down, not to mention that i don't have alot of it. I'm tired, not physically but mentally tired, i guess i worry too much, there are these sec 1s, well my coach puts lots of emphasis on them, both of them can beat me to a place in the team. Making the team means the world to me, i'm not some ultra mega chika bong bong pro basketballer, with that fact in mind i always feel insecure. Muscleman mentioned that i care more about what my coach thinks than about my play, I guess i agree with that, its difficult not to think about what coach thinks. I always think about what others think of me, quite an insecure guy... Not what i want, but i am trying to change it. Well, I'm working very hard on improving my skills, hope my hard work pays off. Supposed to play basketball with some of muscleman's friend, but was cancelled... now i have a whole boring morning where i have no mood to do my work. Got a stupid advert shoot from 7pm on sunday to 7am on monday, i have no idea how i am gonna go to school, i would be DEAD beat, and i would still have training. From my experience one ruined day in my week, ruins my whole week, i guess the rest of the week would be an ardous one. I still have a match supposedly on wednesday against Nan Chiau, i should play, unless something really crops up, i guess those 2 sec 1s would get more play time than me? Not really shocked if that happens, but all i hope for is maybe 2 quarters of play? Too much, hmm i don't know i just want that much. I'm just going to give it my best, and learn as much as i can from it i hope.